i did something really crazy today... twice. took bus to and fro cck. i'm seriously turning psycho.
i took bus unil my card became invalid :/ but prob is solved jus by topping up :)
i didnt noe why i took this particular bus and alighting at one particular stop except for my usual stop. feeling really wierd and out of place in this area of s'pore. cnt really explain what i was thinking then. hope this stops soon, coz if it doesnt, i have an uneasy feeling it will affect my academics!!
on the other hand, i kind of feel better aft doing this crazy thing twice. its hard to imagine not talking to someone whom u talked to almost everyday last time. taking long bus rides helps me to sort out my thoughts, that is why i prefer taking bus to taking train.
i tot of doing even crazier things today. but i stopped myself :) real glad i did! i can imagine the consequences if i really did that crazier thing!!
i must seriously find a healthier n normal way of venting my emotions:/ i feel like i am turning into someone unfamiliar to myself. this isnt wat i want to be. i want to be normal,happy and hardworking and... the list goes on. i nid to stop my unhealthy habits.
wish that ___________ will understand.. sighs.. i miss talking to you guys :(