Ct is finally over (: results are out too, didn't do very well, not up to expectations ): still deciding whether to tell my mum and dad abt my results, or jus leave it till parents teacher meeting 2 weeks later ))): arggghhh!!!!! Damn freaking irritating sial!! Too much homework to do!!! Plus reflections for ct!!! All due on mon!!! Plus still ask us go engaging china seminar tmr for god knows what reasons. Half of my weekends will be spent on doing something somewhat redundant. SIGHHHHHHHHHHHH WHERE GOT SO MUCH TIME?!?? THEN STILL DARE ASK US WHY WE LOOK SO TIRED DURING CLASS. What logic is this man. What an unfair life. Well, who to blame?? 

I swear, I really dislike my family, except my mum. Wanna eat lunch don't want go out and buy it themselves, purposely ask me go out buy. They are too reluctant to lift their asses off the couch, as well as to miss some scenes of the movie they are watching. Wth, i'm halfway through my revision for econs paper tmr sial, not playing eh. Should have just went to church with my mum this morning )):

Oh well, can only blame it on myself. But I really didn't have any regrets helping out at CCC yesterday!!! It was an eyeopener for me, getting to experience what it was like to be a timer for the cheer competition. Of course, I get to see alot of performances from various gb company. I admire their perseverance and strength, but I must still say, some companies deserve better results. Shall not mention any names here heh!! As if she would be reading my blog lol.

All in all, it was a great experience for me. This may be the last time i'm volunteering at this type of large events. If my academic results permit, I will definitely jump at any chances for me to volunteer, no matter how minor the position is ((:

Gtg!!! Need to buy lunch for my lazy dad and bro and myself, after that, back to the books!!! May god bless my short studying time today, and make it as productive as possible. AMEN. (((:

Sian it really sucks when I cannot do anything to help my close ones. SUCKS BIG TIME. This feeling of helplessness really fucked upy emotions. I just don't know what to say to make everyone feel better. My jokes are not even as funny as it used to be. SUCH A LOSER. No mood for anything now. Hope that this feeling end soon. Kthxbye