sian man what the hell! argghhh!!! so freaking pissed off!!!!! what did i do to offend you??? jus tell me face to face la! you are making me feel like a stupid idiot leh!! treat you so nice some more.. somehow i just wish that this year will end faster, and i wont ever c u again. i know i will miss you, but after all u did, i'll be more than determined to forget you. hopefully, i think i will do that . whats the use of treating someone nice when they treat you like shit behind your back from the beginning. waste of time and effort. i should have known. arggghhh!!! sickening man, seriously, the way u treat ppl is just so... i shall not say anything here, but i guess its pretty obvious to me at least.
alright, midyears is over( long time ago), results are much more better than last year's(thankfully) next up,promos!
hope i have the energy to mug really really hard. after midyears, i totally had no more motivation and energy to carry on the pace of mugging before midyears. plus some other personal stuffs bugging me (-.-) , i think my tests results are slipping :( mr lim jus asked me why my test result is so bad this time round. mayb cos that topic(transformation) isn't really my forte, but i know the fall in my results is caused mostly by some other stuffs. the former is just an excuse that i found for myself. hopefully, i will b able to score well for msp test + departmental test(chem+math) in term 4 and sept hols respectively. only by doing this, will i b able to convince myself to concentrate only on promos and promos only.
you really know how to mask your dislike towards ppl. i bet that the smile you showed me, and the text you sent me were just part of the pretense.
i know i shouldn't say this, but i wish all your friends will see your true colours. only den will you realise the importance of friends, they are not just your tool for company.
SOMEHOW, I JUST WISHED I DIDN'T MET YOU. EVER.
BUT THEN AGAIN, I WISH I CAN GET TO KNOW YOU FROM ANOTHER PERSPECTIVE, MAYBE THEN I CAN REALLY APPRECIATE YOUR PRESENCE.
